if im not good at something, i just want to stop entirely and then whine a lot about how useless i am. it sounds really stupid because people go "but you never tried your best!" and then rattle on about how i should 'never give up' and 'persevere on' but you know what the thing is? i'm afraid of disappointment. because what happens if i really try ( Read more... )

School has been draining, physically and mentally. A million things to study and complete every day, I get so ridiculously tired..... And it's only the first week of school.

On a brighter note, I love 4I. Best class ever. Can see that we're all trying really hard to study and get things right for once. May God bless our efforts!

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Today was a weird day idk i felt really tired and lethargic and slow. Mind not processing.

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Recess with the gay kids
Getting cat 2 tickets for justin bieber WHOO HOOOOO
Arsenal lost to Birmingham ahhaha joke of the year
Liverpool lost to West Ham hahaha trashed by the club @ the bottom of the table
Waited for shamala the boob to finish her proposal ( Read more... )